The short answer: NOTHING.

And yet again this is where I am, living with darkness.

My whole life of over 60 years has been non stop spiritual abuses against my faith. I do have my own free will choice, as to whether I allow these debilitating attacks against myself 24/7 or to just simply leave and finally be free from this.

As all Australians are aware, this country is in a chronic housing crisis, causing many people who are being abused in all types of ways; little or no choices to relocate away from abusers. However as I know that my God always does provide, I also know He does not want me to be continually spiritually attacked, to the point where I had previously last year even doubted my own salvation.

To put this into simple Bible perspective; we are known by our fruit; eg. are we doing the will of Almighty God and producing good fruit? Or is the fruit we are producing bad? Are we building up people around us, or tearing them apart?

I can only at this time as I re-build my own strong faith, pass on my hope and prayers for other believers; that no matter what life throws at us all, please stand strong in our Lord Christ Jesus, and my hope that you also are uplifted in His love, mercy, and kindness in our hardest times.

God bless you and I have added this song today, as it has always been a favourite of mine, I especially like the word variations in this one. Thank you Andrea Bocelli and Alison Krauss.