After finally having a full nights sleep, something that has been lacking for so very long. I awoke to the revelation that my Father in heaven, my Creator through the Mercy of my Lord Jesus, revealed to me that my previous fictional books were only for that season, and that season is long gone.

I have been getting for the past year: “Behold I do a new thing”.

And this new thing is; a living story.

I am writing about my current day/s, and I will reflect back on past days, interweaving these days into; today.

Or seasons, these long seasons of where no-one will accept my Boundaries and even the simple word: NO.

I will now type in from my Holy Bible the; longer version of what I had originally had on my homepage, these Powerful words of what my Lord Jesus said:

Not Peace, but a Sword

“Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth; I have not come to bring peace, but a sword.

For I have come to set a man against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter in-law against her mother in-law; and one’s foes will be members of one’s own household.

Whoever loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; and whoever loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me; and whoever does not take up the cross and follow me is not worthy of me. Those who find their life will lose it, and those who lose their life for my sake will find it.”

Gospel of Matthew. Chapter 10, verses 34-39. All references to the Sacred Holy Scriptures in my website are from: The new revised standard version of: The Holy Bible.

These Sacred, Holy and Powerful words spoken by my Lord Jesus; the Living Word, I have been reading for over 30 years.

I have been asking all my life: Almighty God; “why doesn’t anyone respect my Boundaries, and constantly treat me with such awful disrespect, and especially when I answer people: I will NOT do that, or I just simply say: NO to them?”

“Why do I keep being ignored or abused when I try and stand my ground, firmly anchored in You?”

My answer was: “Don’t you remember the ways I taught you how to deal with these people with hearts of stone, eyes that do not see, or ears that do not hear; these ones who first hated me?”

I answered, “yes I do remember, and thank You: You have been bringing all things to my remembrance for the past year”.

“I do remember, all Your ways; that You have taught me”.

Here I will need to go back to one of my yesterdays, the season of 42 years of dreadful abuses from the biological mother, and the daily abuses from her.

My conception; as said by the biological mother and confirmed by many other ex family members. The name; ‘no-one’ forced upon me. I was never meant to be, that I was nothing; only a drain of all goodness from the biological mother’s body.

Well; this is impossible; as my Creator knew me before He even laid the foundation of this world, and everything in it and everything in the skies that we do and do not see.

However, I had this said to me on a daily basis, especially on my Birthdays. 2 stories I would be told of the attempted, and failed abortion; as there were other babies aborted before me, or babies sacrificed as soon as they were born. None of these ones were registered as; live Births; (No Birth Certificates).

But my Creator in His Loving Mercy; protected me even then, so very long ago; when I was in that womb of gloom; being a womb of death, rather than a womb for new life.

My life is in my Creator’s Loving Hands, and always has been.

And as for being called; ‘no-one’, well it sort of back fired for my ex family, as I would also get called this every time before we would go out in public.

I chose to then; blurt out everything my ex family was doing to all us children, to everyone I could see in public places.

The 2 stories about this failed abortion of me; don’t really matter, I have re-lived this memory many times throughout my life; and I thank my Creator that I have not needed to re-live this first abuse against me for a couple of decades. Amen.

So I have no problem with the word; no-one; as I consistently gave all the dreadful names that were forced upon me; to my Father in heaven; and sometimes to my Lord Jesus, as I know He loves me, the Bible tells me so.

This was the first song I did learn when I briefly went to Sunday School. However that is another living story from my yesterdays, and not one for this post; today.

Some of you may be wondering what happened when I handed over to Michael Mathews; my 5 page handwritten list of Boundaries?

I will show you his response written back to me; all a bit silly as we are sharing the same house; at this moment in time. However; I did tell him never to speak to me again, not that my words stop him speaking at me.

My only reply to Michael Mathews; is what I have highlighted in yellow; my apologies as I am still having issues with getting the edited copies up; how I miss typing all this junk up, and printing it out for Michael Mathews; as it is much clearer to read. Maybe I will buy a new printer, just for myself to use…there are good sales on in several places, at the moment.

I state here; I needed a full working computer, not a 13 inch tablet, with a keyboard in its cover, and mouse. It also has 4 speakers, unlike Michael Mathews’ old portable laptop; which the speakers have blown in.

I already have a small older tablet, but there have been many times with stupid internet, thank God I took this back into my hands and for the first time, I now have working internet.

And of course not a day passes by where I am not called; wicked, hateful, cruel, unloving, etc. etc…it’s a very long list, and I can’t be bothered anymore.

I find it amazing that this man always brings up anyone’s and everyone’s sins, yet has NO sin himself? There is a Scripture about this; but I will let you look it up for yourselves.

I have heard and read all this so many times now; it has become meaningless to me, and I really thank Almighty God, that it is so.

I also do need to go and finish cleaning up the other website he opened, that I have been paying for every year; both sites, this one since around June 2014, and his called; truth-australia.com since 2019.

I would appreciate any suggestions on a new name for his website, before I officially hand it over to him. My thoughts on a new name have become too generic, no pizazz.

Tuesday 17th June 2025, the above site was closed down.

I can’t remember when the second one was opened; I have been paying his as well; except this year: I made him pay for the first time; both the websites.

Tuesday 17th June 2025, all monies were returned to Michael Mathews Bank Account. Refer Post: In the storm, I have yet still to add the links with appropriate posts.

This has been a bitter pill to swallow; watching him daily reposting content whilst I haven’t been able to get online. I have also needed to pray much about this; as I do not want any bitterness in my heart.

I am constantly told I am in extreme anxiety and trauma?

Guess what?

I am not in extreme anxiety and trauma. I am quietly waiting on Almighty God and His perfect Way, and His perfect timing.

And the comments about the police, apparently I am supposed to be very fearful of them, I don’t know why?

Oh, of course I know why I am supposed to be very fearful of the police, the incomplete police statement I did in Mallacoota, Victoria.

The incomplete statement that was attempted to be done: NOT in God’s perfect timing; as I had even begged Michael Mathews, that I was not ready to go and make a statement of my childhood abuses to the police.

This stupidity done only took a day and half of; nothing much said by me.

By the way; the name stupid is what I have always called the evil one, and you all know who I mean, as I don’t give that one any recognistion.

I told Michael Mathews, “this is: NOT the time for me to be making a police statement”; but as per usual I got a lot of false guilt and shame over this.

To the point that I would be adding to my ex family’s sins by not making a statement. I would be aiding and abetting in their crimes.

He likes to use a lot of legal words; he does actually believe he is the perfect Judge, Jury and Executioner.

Yet I get told daily, that I live in some sort of fantasy, and I am delusional.

So I will show the 2 pages I wrote for Michael Mathews today, written by me.

I have been so busy today bringing in the firewood, looking for something to use as a poker, any sort of fire tools. I had to go out into the shed and find some of Michael Mathews old plumbing and builders tools to use; until I can go and buy proper ones.

Naughty me, I haven’t handed him the yellow highlighted response from me, and these other 2 pages I wrote early this morning.

I always look on the positive side of things, bringing in all the fire wood on my wheelie walker that has no brakes, will help me gain back some muscle tone.

So, I had better go and hand to Michael Mathews his 3 pages of junk, at least I will be able to burn it all later, it will save me needing to buy a paper shredder.

I am now going to have my dinner, sitting by this lovely fire.

P.S. I have only borrowed a spare tyre jack iron, not real tools.

God bless you, and may He keep you in His perfect Ways.