It is with much sadness I write this post today, however my Father in heaven in His Mercy has declared this very long season of over 20 years is finished.

This WordPress Site was set up in 2014, under duress by both Michael Mathews and Aletha Blayse, first person in impatience and not waiting on God’s perfect timing and ignoring the previous work I had done, which was only approx: 3 weeks from conclusion.

This work I had done in Christ was a fictional book I had written in the rare occasion when I had a working computer. I had sent excerpts from the 1st book of 3; to 2 Publishing Houses in the USA, who were both willing to publish my total of 3 books. This work was over ridden by the impatience of NOW, the false guilt and shame loaded onto me that the work I did in Christ was not good enough and would not help younger family members still trapped in Ritual Abuse/s.

The second person was looking for money, re; my ex family name/s: Farthing and Harmer, this woman also shamed me and guilted me into starting this blogsite.

However it has been aptly named, and I have tried very hard to keep it mellow with occult rituals, etc. Another reason why I have removed so much content, as I do not believe this world needs more violence, and another reason I have removed so many useless posts on nonsense, eg: un-needed homelessness, etc.

I am only adding a very brief summary of the past few months of living with Michael John Mathews, unfortunately I have needed to hand write this as he had destroyed his own, and the only working printer several days ago. And much to my dismay I am back to writing pen on paper; the dinosaur way to do things.

I am currently using a new OS, which also is making things harder to do, as I am still only learning this new system, and I am having trouble loading up these hand written letters after I have edited them, they are not as clear to read as anything typed, naturally; and I have only the choice of using the non edited copies, that aren’t as clear as the edited ones, and with my address listed, that I had erased out; and I am not impressed with this, but then again this house has a total of 6 addresses, so whatever.

I will start with the 5 pages: Boundaries, dated Tuesday 10th June 2025. What is greatly needed in this home, who Almighty God reigns over. My answered prayers. Almighty God; my protection, my hope and my love eteranlly. Amen.

This 5 page letter I couldn’t load into my media here on the day, it was loaded the next day, now with Michael John Mathews comments added, whatever. I know when the physical separation is completed, I will no doubt have much gaslighting and smear campaigns, and this is nothing new as he has been doing this all along, only some bizarre praise with blogposts where he has added himself into my victim status.

And now I will add today’s handwritten 4 page letter, my final letter to him. The previous letter on: Boundaries was naturally ignored. So Be It.

Michael John Mathews has not received todays letter yet, as it it midday and he usually casually gets out of bed between 1 – 2pm everyday, then he will receive it when he arises; from this time of day onwards is when his cruel games begin.

I have learnt to ignore the many hate words, not only aimed at myself, but towards everybody. The mocking not of only my own faith, but everyone else’s, especially Jewish people. But of course this hate talk also includes: Muslims, Christians, and any other people with their own religious beliefs.

I hear this hate speaking; non stop everyday and as every person belonging to Christ Jesus knows from the Holy Bible; we are not to judge anyone outside of our faith. We do not know what God is doing in the hearts and minds of people/s He is calling.

I can only conclude with: God will NOT be mocked. And I take no joy in any of this. Amen.